Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Back in the saddle...

...yet again ;)  I have no idea how much I weigh but it cant be good.  I'm not waiting for new year's to track.  There is no time!!!  My oldest daughter got engaged a few days ago so I have a wedding in my near future!!!  I also have a few stress fractures in my foot so I can't exercise for a few more weeks :(
I am going for a lower ppv target than usual.  I'm going to do my best to not eat my weekly ppvs...I've never been able to do that in the past but maybe the looming wedding will help with my motivation... maybe not.
My house is FULL of naughty food :(  ALL of it is my favorite!!!  I just need to chill out and sip my tea ;)
I ate way too much over the last few weeks... actually over the past two years!!!  Judgment day is here... since the world didn't end on the 21st ;)
Happy Boxing Day!!! Xoxo


Sunday, December 9, 2012

Up a goals

So I was up this week 1.6#'s :p. Not really too surprising or unexpected as I was sick all week (thought it was allergies but I'm pretty sure I am just regular sick), and I was having my period.. sorry boys...  Any hoots my logical side has been speaking to my irrational lazy depressed side and may be making some minor headway.

So here is the skinny, 60 minutes of moderate to intense activity burns abt 800 calories at my horrific weight.  So activity in addition to driving to my daily ppvs should help me lose weight faster.  Yes, today it is all about fast.  I need fast.  Don't we all?

I'm going back to watching Bones.  I plan on being fully recovered tomorrow so I can get back to sewing / work.  I have two more projects for hire and 4 personal sewing projects that need to be finished before Christmas.  You can check out my antics over at

I am counting on the exercise to boost my mood and help me get a grip with my life.  Wish me well ;)


Sunday, December 2, 2012

Weigh In Day Follies

Yeah, so after my most triumphant weigh in yesterday I did the usual... pine cone (donut thing) for breakfast... left over chicken divan for lunch ....and for dinner... wait for it... a double double ANIMAL STYLE, fries ANIMAL STYLE and a Neapolitan shake to chase that heart attack down at In.  Truth be told, I really needed a LARGE diet Pepsi to wash it all down, but it sort of some how seemed a bit to ironic... and a bit embarrassing to ask for it...
Any hoots, I didn't get on the scale today, just because, you know, the shame of it all.  Today is much better because it is fast sunday.  I am cooking a turkey and it smells SO good!  I'd better get back to dinner fixing!

-- xo

Saturday, December 1, 2012

Full disclosure

Since I no longer work for weight watchers I can be much more free and uncensored with my blog posts.  Aren't you excited.  Well I said I was FAT but today I am going to share how fat I am.  Are you ready to be disgusted?
So my FATTEST ever before I started ww was 255.5 after I had my 6th child in Dec 2005.  I lost weight on my own and joined ww at 217.something in may of 2006.  My goal weight is 174 which I reached in November 2007.  I was in the 170's until January of 2011(after getting hit by the car while running in Oct 2010).  Just last october i was still only up to 190.  The weight just piled on this year until I hit critical mass 4 weeks ago weighing in at 215.4.  HOLY CRAP-AN-OLI!!!!!  So, today I weighed 206.6 :)  So that is really not a happy face kind of weiht, but it is progress.  I am hoping for below 200 for my Christmas present :)
So there you have it.  My FAT history in a nut shell...a REALLY big nut shell.
So say something nice, won't you?