Friday, March 29, 2013

At least i tracked it...

71 ppvs today.  We had a movie and dinner date and a wedding reception.   I still have some wiggle room for Sunday and with activity ppvs, I should be a-ok ;)

Yesterday I bit the bullet and went back to a Weight Watchers meeting.  I've been trying to do it on my own, but I cant.  Plain and simple.  I went to the American Fork location to Jenny's AWESOME meeting.  It's too hard to go to the Payson or provoke meetings.  Having been a leader there, it's just weird.  People recognize me.  Also, for the most part all of the staff were my coworkers.  It probably shouldn't matter, but I kinda need some anonymity.  I need to be a member.  I need to be a new girl that no one knows (sort of).

I only cried a little bit while I was there.  It wasn't a sad cry, but more of a reminder of how I feel about ww.  I have always felt like ww was a gift to me from God.  It is a normal, healthy way to treat your body.  

The past few years have been really rough around here, to say the least.  I don't see anything calming down any time soon.  I need to take care of myself.  It's time to learn how amidst all of the craziness!


1 comment:

the ark said...

What a powerful post this was! I, too, have had a rough few years (maybe more than a few, to tell the truth!) and, for the first time in my life, realized that I eat when I am stressed! You can hide your feelings away but you can't hide the pounds! Thank you for "sharing" (sounds cheezy, I know!) your experience with those of us out here in Blogland who are also struggling with eating issues!