71 ppvs today. We had a movie and dinner date and a wedding reception. I still have some wiggle room for Sunday and with activity ppvs, I should be a-ok ;)
Yesterday I bit the bullet and went back to a Weight Watchers meeting. I've been trying to do it on my own, but I cant. Plain and simple. I went to the American Fork location to Jenny's AWESOME meeting. It's too hard to go to the Payson or provoke meetings. Having been a leader there, it's just weird. People recognize me. Also, for the most part all of the staff were my coworkers. It probably shouldn't matter, but I kinda need some anonymity. I need to be a member. I need to be a new girl that no one knows (sort of).
I only cried a little bit while I was there. It wasn't a sad cry, but more of a reminder of how I feel about ww. I have always felt like ww was a gift to me from God. It is a normal, healthy way to treat your body.
The past few years have been really rough around here, to say the least. I don't see anything calming down any time soon. I need to take care of myself. It's time to learn how amidst all of the craziness!